yestoday we went to gaint city. We arrived gaint city at noon. My friends take me go to the office first. I was confuse why he bring me there. After i viewed the office, i found out how important to be there. In the office, several picture shows what kinds animals are in giant city and how to protect self during the trials. Then we went to the gaint city nature trail. The leaves are so pretty. My friend told me that it will be pretty too in winter and we planed came back later time. We took almost 200 pictures in the trail. It remainds me the fall i spent at home. Friends and family going to hang out in the beatuiful fall. Spent awesome time together. I think i get homesick now. lol It is a wonderful day. oh yeah~

just get up and surf the internet. Remembered have to write this blog. weather of today is so good that bring to me a good mood. Feel hungry now.hahah But dont have any food in my fridge. What time is now? adventure time~~ of course not, is time for shopping food! i like shopping, but my mom said that when im shopping, i look angry:( Every time when i am shopping i feel super sleepy. maybe that is why. Yesterday i bought a new hoodie, it was $25 without taxes. Because i am student here, using student id can get extra 20% off. Finally, i got it $22 with taxes. i am happy even saved only 3 dollars:) Happy is such a simple thing actually:D have a good day.

I was thinking this week cannot be worse than last week, but i totally wrong. God made a joke for me. I totally became a foolish. I dont know what is real? Who i can trust anymore. I hate myself right now. i was happily and friendly. i was always smile. I still can smile to people, but the painful who knows. I am lost. Dont know where is my way. Where am i? I dont know what can i do about my goal. Was thinking after go to university, everything will be fine. HOw about now?!!I hate myself like right now. Before i always look forward, but now I really really want everything go back. Tomorrow is another day, is that real? Maybe it will be worse than today.

Last week, i went a concert for my music class paper, had a good time. i met my GA there that help me understanding a lot. A organ is huge that is amazing me a lot. And this is my first time see a organ. when i saw the organ i thought a cartoon i watched. But, that was a bad ending maybe i shouldnt say here. i have never think our school has such a place. suddenly i think our school is so rich!haha~
Actually, i am upset this week. Everything went down. say something happy cheer me up. Right now, nothing is important for me except the plane tickets for home that is the most important for me. i want have someone really care about me, someone really like me. I want the time i dont need wear the happy mask. Be really happy. I like there very much, but be independence is not easy as we say. However, nothing can get me down. i wanna be strong inside. Cheer up~ Be a real strong person.

Stress!! Stress-full!!!!

Since last week, i am so busy!!! So many homework!!!! If i dont have the homework about recode 3 stress things for a week, i wont know how stress i am. The new pimples on my face also can show me that. i hate pimples, i hate pimples!! i have already two weeks didnt sleep well that made me always feel tired. Now i can understand why the first health problem in university is stress. Now i know why my friend said American students study hard and play hard. The Music test i got today was terrible!! That make me very stressful again. Even i reviewed it 3 hours on Sunday, it still terrible i think. Next week, there are 3 essays due. Music consent on this Friday which i have to go to complete my paper for the class. These two weeks are super busy weeks. I really want a break, and regret register 6 classes for first semester. One classmate said lets drop the music class together. But, we already took the first test. i wont let it wast. Right now, i should encourage myself, lets say you can do it! you can do it! Great~ it is the time you say you can do it:)

my short term goal!!!

i have set thousands and thousands times about this goal. Sometime i achived it, sometime not. Sometimes i got it, but it changed back later. You know what i am talking about? yes, you are right. it is lose weight! one of my homework is selecting a short term personal goal, so i choose this one again. i already have goal and the steps how to do this. Hopefully, i can do this this time. Also, this is a homework. Thus, i will success this time. Good luck~ lol~

Violinist in the Metro

A man sat at a metro station in Washington DC and started to play the violin; it was a cold January morning. He played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, since it was rush hour, it was calculated that thousands of people went through the station, most of them on their way to work.

Three minutes went by and a middle aged man noticed there was musician playing. He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds and then hurried up to meet his schedule.

A minute later, the violinist received his first dollar tip: a woman threw the money in the till and without stopping continued to walk.

A few minutes later, someone leaned against the wall to listen to him, but the man looked at his watch and started to walk again. Clearly he was late for work.

The one who paid the most attention was a 3 year old boy. His mother tagged him along, hurried but the kid stopped to look at the violinist.

Finally the mother pushed hard and the child continued to walk turning his head all the time. This action was repeated by several other children. All the parents, without exception, forced them to move on.

In the 45 minutes the musician played, only 6 people stopped and stayed for a while. About 20 gave him money but continued to walk their normal pace. He collected $32. When he finished playing and silence took over, no one noticed it. No one applauded, nor was there any recognition.

No one knew this but the violinist was Joshua Bell, one of the top musicians in the world. He played one of the most intricate pieces ever written,with a violin worth 3.5 million dollars.

Two days before his playing in the subway, Joshua Bell sold out at a theater in Boston and the seats average $100.

This is a real story. Joshua Bell playing incognito in the metro station
was organized by the Washington Post as part of a social experiment about perception, taste and priorities of people. The outlines were: in a commonplace environment at an inappropriate hour: Do we perceive beauty?
Do we stop to appreciate it? Do we recognize the talent in an unexpected context?

One of the possible conclusions from this experience could be: If we do not have a moment to stop and listen to one of the best musicians in the world playing the best music ever written, how many other things are we missing?


I read this story from a friend's blogger. He is working for Disney wonderland in Florida. He said this story is for their training. I think i have to think about how many beautiful things i was missing. Also, I learned from Bus class today. Dont let myself regret when i become old. Dont make self feel tons and tons things should do, but didnt do. We should have goals for our life.