Creepy Halloween

creepy Halloween!!!!! Since last weekend, people become so crazy. They dressed up and get drunk all the time!! i was scared go outside at night. but i have to say, Halloween has so much fun. People wear customers, which is like a fashion show. Between friends, they will curious what you will be this year. Another reason why im scared Halloween is the horror movie. Before Halloween, all of the horror movie i have seen are repeating in my mind automatically. My brain is out off control. Haha. This year, i just have a very simple Halloween. For some reason, I didnt buy customers and go to any party. BUT, i expect next Halloween :D

went to st. Louis zoo on Saturday feels like i went back to childhood. Saw some animals i have never seen before. Learned few animals name in English that excited me,such as, hippo, bushdog, lizard. i was sleeping on the way to go to the zoo and the way back, which is like a old people. So i think i missed some funny part. We were stop for food. next to the restaurant is a country style store that i like so much. We had a great time in the restaurant.

yestoday we went to gaint city. We arrived gaint city at noon. My friends take me go to the office first. I was confuse why he bring me there. After i viewed the office, i found out how important to be there. In the office, several picture shows what kinds animals are in giant city and how to protect self during the trials. Then we went to the gaint city nature trail. The leaves are so pretty. My friend told me that it will be pretty too in winter and we planed came back later time. We took almost 200 pictures in the trail. It remainds me the fall i spent at home. Friends and family going to hang out in the beatuiful fall. Spent awesome time together. I think i get homesick now. lol It is a wonderful day. oh yeah~

just get up and surf the internet. Remembered have to write this blog. weather of today is so good that bring to me a good mood. Feel hungry now.hahah But dont have any food in my fridge. What time is now? adventure time~~ of course not, is time for shopping food! i like shopping, but my mom said that when im shopping, i look angry:( Every time when i am shopping i feel super sleepy. maybe that is why. Yesterday i bought a new hoodie, it was $25 without taxes. Because i am student here, using student id can get extra 20% off. Finally, i got it $22 with taxes. i am happy even saved only 3 dollars:) Happy is such a simple thing actually:D have a good day.

I was thinking this week cannot be worse than last week, but i totally wrong. God made a joke for me. I totally became a foolish. I dont know what is real? Who i can trust anymore. I hate myself right now. i was happily and friendly. i was always smile. I still can smile to people, but the painful who knows. I am lost. Dont know where is my way. Where am i? I dont know what can i do about my goal. Was thinking after go to university, everything will be fine. HOw about now?!!I hate myself like right now. Before i always look forward, but now I really really want everything go back. Tomorrow is another day, is that real? Maybe it will be worse than today.