Last week, i went a concert for my music class paper, had a good time. i met my GA there that help me understanding a lot. A organ is huge that is amazing me a lot. And this is my first time see a organ. when i saw the organ i thought a cartoon i watched. But, that was a bad ending maybe i shouldnt say here. i have never think our school has such a place. suddenly i think our school is so rich!haha~
Actually, i am upset this week. Everything went down. say something happy cheer me up. Right now, nothing is important for me except the plane tickets for home that is the most important for me. i want have someone really care about me, someone really like me. I want the time i dont need wear the happy mask. Be really happy. I like there very much, but be independence is not easy as we say. However, nothing can get me down. i wanna be strong inside. Cheer up~ Be a real strong person.

Stress!! Stress-full!!!!

Since last week, i am so busy!!! So many homework!!!! If i dont have the homework about recode 3 stress things for a week, i wont know how stress i am. The new pimples on my face also can show me that. i hate pimples, i hate pimples!! i have already two weeks didnt sleep well that made me always feel tired. Now i can understand why the first health problem in university is stress. Now i know why my friend said American students study hard and play hard. The Music test i got today was terrible!! That make me very stressful again. Even i reviewed it 3 hours on Sunday, it still terrible i think. Next week, there are 3 essays due. Music consent on this Friday which i have to go to complete my paper for the class. These two weeks are super busy weeks. I really want a break, and regret register 6 classes for first semester. One classmate said lets drop the music class together. But, we already took the first test. i wont let it wast. Right now, i should encourage myself, lets say you can do it! you can do it! Great~ it is the time you say you can do it:)

my short term goal!!!

i have set thousands and thousands times about this goal. Sometime i achived it, sometime not. Sometimes i got it, but it changed back later. You know what i am talking about? yes, you are right. it is lose weight! one of my homework is selecting a short term personal goal, so i choose this one again. i already have goal and the steps how to do this. Hopefully, i can do this this time. Also, this is a homework. Thus, i will success this time. Good luck~ lol~